First Impressions and a Story That Hits Hard

I read the synopsis hurriedly and didn’t pay close attention to what to expect from the book. In other words, I went in semi-blind. I like to be surprised sometimes when I pick up a book. But what happens when the story you stumble into is far heavier—and far more real—than you ever imagined?

This one was a heavy read. Themes of sexual assault, suicide, mental illness, and family relationships are all interwoven, and they weigh heavily on the reader. However, I believe the title of the book captures the essence of the story in many ways.

The story opens with Neena sneaking out to attend a party—and succeeding. At the party, she connects with her crush, Josh, and they share a kiss. We are also introduced to Neena’s friend Fiona and the influence she has on Neena’s life. Then we meet Akash, Neena’s brother, who is reportedly missing. Neena would give anything to have him return home. A large portion of the book focuses on Neena’s attempts to find her brother, break free from her parents’ control, and build a relationship with Josh.

The Blur Between Reality and Mental Struggle

What may seem like the typical challenges of adolescence soon turns into something much deeper. As the story progresses, the lines between real and unreal begin to blur. The reader is drawn into Neena’s internal world, witnessing her struggle to understand the odd events around her. For instance, she comes home to find her unfinished paintings mysteriously completed. Her teacher accuses her of cheating because of their high quality. Neena believes her missing brother is finishing them. At this point, even the reader isn’t sure what is real.

Familial tensions add more weight. When Neena’s father finds out she snuck out, he takes her to church for prayers. Neena feels trapped and sees art college as her only way out—her chance at freedom.

All these events reflect Neena’s deepening mental health struggles. The story becomes a powerful lens into how young people process trauma, grief, and pressure, even when they don’t realize they need help.

A Timely Message on Mental Health

Though the story centers on a fifteen-year-old girl, it highlights universal issues—grief, substance abuse, family pressure, and societal expectations. These are struggles many face regardless of age.  Viewing them through the eyes of a child underscores that mental health challenges are not age-specific. “How many Neenas do we pass by every day, never noticing they’re struggling?”

The author deserves appreciation for telling such a powerful and heartfelt story, even though it is tragic, it contributes meaningfully to the important conversation around mental health. Her ability to portray the complexity of these struggles with sensitivity and honesty is truly commendable.

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